Alhamdulillah..
Hari ni genap 26 tahun mak bapa ku bersama.. Alhamdulillah ats nikmat Mu ya Allah..
Tenang la hatiku..in shaa Allah I have nothing to worry if I go one day..
Alhamdulillah terima kasih Ya Allah kerana membuatku kuat..
Mengajar ku erti hidup yang banyak dugaan dan cabaran..ujian hidup yg banyak
ditambah dengan kehadiran manusia penghias muka bumi yg memiliki berbagai ragam..
Alhamdulillah Ya Allah kerana menghadirkan insan2 kesayangan disisiku walaupun
untuk sementara..
Belajar erti pengorbanan, keikhlasan dan kesetiaan dalam cinta..
Alhamdulillah..banyak yang aku belajar..
Semua ni menjadikan ku kuat..
Aku akui aku selalu kalah, putus asa malah air mata menjadi sahabat setiap hari
namun bila aku ingat Kau Ya Allah aku mula dapat kekuatan dan hanya kepada Mu
sahaja aku bergantung harap..
Sedih duka semua ini hanya di dunia..
Bayangkan betapa banyak lagi yg menangis dan menghadapi ujian lebih berat tapi masih
mampu untuk tersenyum kerana Allah..
Kerana mereka tahu ganjaran besar menanti buat mereka yg tabah dan sabar..in shaa Allah
Jannah..Jannati.. In shaa Allah..
If I go one day..
I hope u will remember me..
Keep pray for me and send Al-fatihah for me everyday..
Why I love children?
Coz I know when I go, I have no children to pray for me..
Their pray will be heard by Allah coz they are so innocent..
If I go one day..
Forgive all my sins and wrong (know or not knowing)..
Please do not talk bad about me coz I will feel pain 'there'..
Please tell my family if I have ant debt with u, so that they can help me to pay on behalf of me..
Please remove any of my pictures that not cover my aurah (if any)..
If I go one day..
Remember me as the one who have been walk beside u..
Remember me as one of ur beloved..
Remember all our memories together..
As for now.. I would like to spread love and happiness to all my beloved dearest beside me..
I love u!
Assalamualaikum
Alhamdulillah :)
Monday, March 25, 2013
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Alhamdulillah, minggu ni agak baik berbanding minggu lalu.. Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah..
Ya Allah, terima kasih kerana buat aku senyum...
Dear Allah,
Terima kasih kerana meminjamkan kepada ku sesuatu yang sangat baik. Aku hargainya..
Dia sangat perfect bagiku dan terima kasih kerana membuat aku tersenyum dengan adanya dia.
Terima kasih,,, walaupun kehadirannya untuk sementara tetapi, Alhamdulillah kerana Engkau telah
menitipkan kepadanya kekuatan untuk diberikan kepadaku..
Aku suka dia, kerana-Mu dan kerana agama-Mu yang dia pegang dan amalkan. Sikapnya yg merendah
diri dan suka menasihati sangat menyenangkan hatiku.. Terima kasih Ya Allah.. Engkau jagalah dia bagi
pihak ku, hanya Engkau tahu apa yg terbaik untuknya begitu juga untukku.
Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah... :)
Alhamdulillah, minggu ni agak baik berbanding minggu lalu.. Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah..
Ya Allah, terima kasih kerana buat aku senyum...
Dear Allah,
Terima kasih kerana meminjamkan kepada ku sesuatu yang sangat baik. Aku hargainya..
Dia sangat perfect bagiku dan terima kasih kerana membuat aku tersenyum dengan adanya dia.
Terima kasih,,, walaupun kehadirannya untuk sementara tetapi, Alhamdulillah kerana Engkau telah
menitipkan kepadanya kekuatan untuk diberikan kepadaku..
Aku suka dia, kerana-Mu dan kerana agama-Mu yang dia pegang dan amalkan. Sikapnya yg merendah
diri dan suka menasihati sangat menyenangkan hatiku.. Terima kasih Ya Allah.. Engkau jagalah dia bagi
pihak ku, hanya Engkau tahu apa yg terbaik untuknya begitu juga untukku.
Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah... :)
Today!
Monday, March 11, 2013
Alhamdulillah.. A new post for today. Never thought that I could be this rajin to post new entry, hehe..
I have gone thru hard days these 2weeks.. Tired and also sad but alhamdulillah bcoz I've faced it with full of courage. Salute myself!haha..
Today, my friend get good news. She's been accepted to start working, even though its juz yg penting ada la, but at least there's something to do rather than nothing. Alhamdulillah, lucky her.. :)
And me, got new bad shocking news.. Why me? Got phone call from someone far.. She needs my help.. And what's shocking me badly is bcoz I was accused for doing something that I never did. :(
Pelik sgt! Why me? Ya Allah, help me..show me how to correct what's clearly and truly wrong.. its hurt me sooo deeep... I never did that! Please believe me...
Dear friends,
I am truly wanna seek an apologize from all of you.. Please believe me as your friend. I am someone who doesn't want to share myself with whoever (except to my close and best-friends) and never want myself to get famous bcoz of sharing how courage I am to get thru all this. I am rather faced it all by myself and let u'all talk bad things bout me (at my back) than telling u the truth. Kindly, juz want u to believe me as ur friend. Please..
Sincerely,
Me
I have gone thru hard days these 2weeks.. Tired and also sad but alhamdulillah bcoz I've faced it with full of courage. Salute myself!haha..
Today, my friend get good news. She's been accepted to start working, even though its juz yg penting ada la, but at least there's something to do rather than nothing. Alhamdulillah, lucky her.. :)
And me, got new bad shocking news.. Why me? Got phone call from someone far.. She needs my help.. And what's shocking me badly is bcoz I was accused for doing something that I never did. :(
Pelik sgt! Why me? Ya Allah, help me..show me how to correct what's clearly and truly wrong.. its hurt me sooo deeep... I never did that! Please believe me...
Dear friends,
I am truly wanna seek an apologize from all of you.. Please believe me as your friend. I am someone who doesn't want to share myself with whoever (except to my close and best-friends) and never want myself to get famous bcoz of sharing how courage I am to get thru all this. I am rather faced it all by myself and let u'all talk bad things bout me (at my back) than telling u the truth. Kindly, juz want u to believe me as ur friend. Please..
Sincerely,
Me
Its Sunday!
Sunday, March 10, 2013
Today is Sunday! Alhamdulillah a new day to do something good and new..huhu..
Last nite, I feel bit emo la..haha.. Why? Too much thinking of bad thing.. So, today I need to get rid of any bad thinking! (fuh..fuh...) And always think positive, In sha Allah.. :)
Lalala.. Bcoz of that intruders, my family and I can't go anywhere far from Tawau.. What we're going to do then?? Tengah fikir la jgk ni, huhuhu... Hopefully Sabah may gain the peace again like before, amiin..
I feel more comfortable and free to say anything here rather than in FB or Twitter, haha.. Thank goodness we have blogger.. :)
XOXO
~Neez~
Last nite, I feel bit emo la..haha.. Why? Too much thinking of bad thing.. So, today I need to get rid of any bad thinking! (fuh..fuh...) And always think positive, In sha Allah.. :)
Lalala.. Bcoz of that intruders, my family and I can't go anywhere far from Tawau.. What we're going to do then?? Tengah fikir la jgk ni, huhuhu... Hopefully Sabah may gain the peace again like before, amiin..
I feel more comfortable and free to say anything here rather than in FB or Twitter, haha.. Thank goodness we have blogger.. :)
XOXO
~Neez~
Tidak layak~
Saturday, March 9, 2013
Setelah lama tidak menulis blog, huhu.. Hari ni Alhamdulillah diberikan kesempatan untuk menulis jugak.
Alhamdulillah, masih lagi dapat hidup untuk bertaubat hari ni.. Tajuk post, tidak layak.. Apa yang x layak tu eh? Entah la... Semuanya yang ada di muka bumi ni x layak untuk ku. Kerja, hati, kehidupan, respect... Semua x layak utk ku..
Kenapa x layak? Wallahu'alam.. Semua tu kepunyaan Allah, mungkin belum masanya lagi untuk aku memiliki apa yg x layak untuk ku tu. Hanya Dia yang Maha Mengetahui isi hati hambaNya. Orang hanya akan berbicara dan tidak akan puas sehingga mereka penat... Aku redha. Aku bukan jenis manusia yg nak terangkan satu per satu tentang diriku, apa yg berlaku denganku.. Kerana aku tahu, segelintir hanya menyorong telinga mereka bukan untuk mendengar tapi untuk menyedapkan hati yg bercakap. Mereka tidak akan faham dan mahu faham kerana mereka tidak akan percaya dengan apa yg akan aku katakan. Cukup bagi mereka untuk lihat luaran sahaja, dan melihat dalaman tidak penting. Cukup bagi mereka apa yang telah berlaku sekali, kerana mereka pasti bila di situ la nampak jahatnya atau buruknya orang tu maka akan jahat dan buruk la selamanya..
Cukup la bagiku Tuhan ku, agama ku, ibu bapa ku dan keluargaku, sahabat handai ku dan teman seperjuangan yang x henti menyokong ku... Alhamdulillah akan ku manfaatkan semua.. Semoga Allah beriku kekuatan mengharungi semua yang dipanggil 'duniawi' ni.. Terima kasih kepada orang yang terus rasa diri mereka 'perfect' dari segala sudut, dan memandang rendah pada orang yang tidak selayaknya berada di sisimu..
My neighbor..~~~
Thursday, December 13, 2012
Salam.. Happy Thursday!!! hehehe..
Well, dah lama tak update blog.. Lately, I was busy (cewahh knun).. After my graduation day on September, I've switched my 'study time' to my father. He's now taking his Master degree. (Chiayo2 pa!) How bout me? Thank u for asking..ehehehhe.. I'm still here like before, searching for a job. (Please pray and wish the best for me!) :)
Alrite! New entry for today.. I want to talk bout last nite. My mum, cuzzy and I went to our neighbor's wedding. A day before her big day, my mum and cuzzy had helped them doing the preparation. 1 day long my mum took time to be there and helped them. But, last nite... The bride's mum do not even looked at us or even say Hello!.. Ok, let say that she's too busy until she didn't saw us. But, the truth is.. Kami duduk paling depan, berdepan dengan dia.. Orang sebelah2 kami dia tegur2, sapa baik punya, tak cukup dengan itu orang belakang kami pun dia tegur baik ja.. How bout us? Kami??? Langsung dia tak tengok pun... Dia limpas2 ja... Aku yang tak puas hati ni, tengok jak dia.. Sampai dia perasan. And... dia tengok aku balik tapi dengan senyuman nipis ja.. Itu pun dengan aku ja, then how bout my mum?? Poor my mum.. I know my mum terasa sangat2 dengan sikap 'dia' tu. Hello, Mdm Perfecto! My mum ada pi tolong 1 hari di tempat mu tp ni yg ko balas?? Kami tak makan free pun k.. Kami solok jgk! (Hah keluar da keganasan aku)..
I know la u KAYA..Tapi jangan la sampai guna kekayaan mu untuk mempengaruhi orang supaya tidak melayan kami. And, nasib baik la anak mu layan kami dengan baik. And also, cukup la makcik sorang tu ko dah pulau, sampai mkck2 ya ko hasut tak da yg rapat da dengan dia.
To Mdm. Perfecto! Belajarla untuk lakukan segalanya kerana Allah SWT, ikhlas keranaNya... Kerana agama... Bukan kerana HARTA dan WANG! K.. Pesanan ikhlas dari Miss Humble a.k.a. MeletupBilaMarah! (hahahaha..)
Kasut oh kasut~~~
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Salam..
Setelah lama tidak menulis, hari ni nak meluah perasaan pulak..huhu...
Hati sakit sangat dengan apa yg baru terjadi.. Hari ni, aku bersendiri di bilik, rumet pi library...
Tengah baring2 sambil dengar lagu di radio hp (mo rehat2 la kunun), tiba2 orang bilik sebelah teriak2 mcm orang gila... Huh! Sebab kasut dia tercampak2 ke sana sini, dia mengamuk la.. Tapi dia teriak2 tu dengan ayat2 yg sangat menyakitkan hati dan ketara sangat nak tujukan kat bilik aku (sbb dekat bilik dia). Bikin panas la! Hey girl, bukan aku yg buat kasut ko mcm tu! Dia teriak2 di luar tu buat aku yg mo berehat ni naik marah n darah, sampai jd pening n semuanya kelihatan berpusing (btul2 marah da).. Aku rasa mcm nak kluar ja dan teriak dia balik, tp bila fikir tu bukan aku yg buat jd tak perlu nak terasa n tambah masalah la.. Erm..
Bila teringat balik, setahu aku kasut aku pun selalu terumbang ambing n tercampak ke sana sini, tp tak pernah la pulak aku nak panas n marah2 mcm orang gila... Kadang2 aku pun tak perasan kasut aku jd mcm tu sbb malas nk ambil peduli tp rumet aku yg perasan n take care sangat bila kasut aku berubah tempat atau jadi apa2... Sekarang, aku pelik sangat2 sapa yg buat kasut dia mcm tu.. Mmg pagi td aku perasan kasut dia dah jd mcm tu, bila aku tanya rumet aku dia juz senyum ja.. (Rumet aku mmg tak berapa ngam sangat dengan dia).. Tp takkan rumet aku sanggup buat mcm tu kan... Erm???
Dan sekarang, walaupun bukan aku yg buat kasut dia mcm tu tp terpaksa mendengar "luahan" perasaannya yg sangat mendalam tuu..huh... Rumet aku plak pi library (cakap nak kasi balik buku ja tp dengan laptop sekali dibawa, lari ke???)... Huaaaaaaaaahhhhh.. Tak suka la mcm ni! Buat aku jd banyak fikir ja... Dan orang sebelah tu mana tau sapa yg buat kan, jd dia mesti aim kami berdua dalam bilik ni... Tanpa disedari aku pun terlibat la! Ahhhhh tak sukaaaaaaaaaaaa.... Erm..... :(
Setelah lama tidak menulis, hari ni nak meluah perasaan pulak..huhu...
Hati sakit sangat dengan apa yg baru terjadi.. Hari ni, aku bersendiri di bilik, rumet pi library...
Tengah baring2 sambil dengar lagu di radio hp (mo rehat2 la kunun), tiba2 orang bilik sebelah teriak2 mcm orang gila... Huh! Sebab kasut dia tercampak2 ke sana sini, dia mengamuk la.. Tapi dia teriak2 tu dengan ayat2 yg sangat menyakitkan hati dan ketara sangat nak tujukan kat bilik aku (sbb dekat bilik dia). Bikin panas la! Hey girl, bukan aku yg buat kasut ko mcm tu! Dia teriak2 di luar tu buat aku yg mo berehat ni naik marah n darah, sampai jd pening n semuanya kelihatan berpusing (btul2 marah da).. Aku rasa mcm nak kluar ja dan teriak dia balik, tp bila fikir tu bukan aku yg buat jd tak perlu nak terasa n tambah masalah la.. Erm..
Bila teringat balik, setahu aku kasut aku pun selalu terumbang ambing n tercampak ke sana sini, tp tak pernah la pulak aku nak panas n marah2 mcm orang gila... Kadang2 aku pun tak perasan kasut aku jd mcm tu sbb malas nk ambil peduli tp rumet aku yg perasan n take care sangat bila kasut aku berubah tempat atau jadi apa2... Sekarang, aku pelik sangat2 sapa yg buat kasut dia mcm tu.. Mmg pagi td aku perasan kasut dia dah jd mcm tu, bila aku tanya rumet aku dia juz senyum ja.. (Rumet aku mmg tak berapa ngam sangat dengan dia).. Tp takkan rumet aku sanggup buat mcm tu kan... Erm???
Dan sekarang, walaupun bukan aku yg buat kasut dia mcm tu tp terpaksa mendengar "luahan" perasaannya yg sangat mendalam tuu..huh... Rumet aku plak pi library (cakap nak kasi balik buku ja tp dengan laptop sekali dibawa, lari ke???)... Huaaaaaaaaahhhhh.. Tak suka la mcm ni! Buat aku jd banyak fikir ja... Dan orang sebelah tu mana tau sapa yg buat kan, jd dia mesti aim kami berdua dalam bilik ni... Tanpa disedari aku pun terlibat la! Ahhhhh tak sukaaaaaaaaaaaa.... Erm..... :(
Sikap orang sekarang...
Sunday, December 11, 2011
One of my lecturer ada cakap, " Sapa yg tolong orang and permudahkan orang, dia akan dipermudahkan jgk".
Hari ni, aku dah la x berapa sihat, nak buat kerja lg, baru ja minta tolong sket dengan orang tu tapi.. hampeh. kalau pun xnak tolong, cakap la baik2! Orang mcm dia mmg x pndai nak cakap baik2. Xda orang ajar kot. Harap rupa ja cantik, tapi hati busuk! Bukan dia sorang ja yg mcm tu, yg len pun sama. Hampeh! Langsung x ble minta tolong... Menyakitkan hati.
Pelik sangat2. Kalau nak minta tolong punya cepat, tp bila orang yg minta tolong balik punya susah. Kalau mcm ni la, excuse me, aku mmg x kan lg nak bercakap dengan ko. Dan aku x kan lg nak tolong or minta tolong dengan ko. Aku dah tolong korang hari tu, tp on the same day jgk aku dilupakan. Ok fine. That's it. Ko ja la yg pandai, cantik, baik. Ko tanggung la semuanya, ko la perfect. Aku masih ada Allah yg boleh tolong aku dan lebih baik dari segalanya! INGAT TU!!!!!!!!!!
p/s: Post luahan dari orang yg geram- admin
Hari ni, aku dah la x berapa sihat, nak buat kerja lg, baru ja minta tolong sket dengan orang tu tapi.. hampeh. kalau pun xnak tolong, cakap la baik2! Orang mcm dia mmg x pndai nak cakap baik2. Xda orang ajar kot. Harap rupa ja cantik, tapi hati busuk! Bukan dia sorang ja yg mcm tu, yg len pun sama. Hampeh! Langsung x ble minta tolong... Menyakitkan hati.
Pelik sangat2. Kalau nak minta tolong punya cepat, tp bila orang yg minta tolong balik punya susah. Kalau mcm ni la, excuse me, aku mmg x kan lg nak bercakap dengan ko. Dan aku x kan lg nak tolong or minta tolong dengan ko. Aku dah tolong korang hari tu, tp on the same day jgk aku dilupakan. Ok fine. That's it. Ko ja la yg pandai, cantik, baik. Ko tanggung la semuanya, ko la perfect. Aku masih ada Allah yg boleh tolong aku dan lebih baik dari segalanya! INGAT TU!!!!!!!!!!
p/s: Post luahan dari orang yg geram- admin
Post pertama utk bulan 10
Monday, October 24, 2011
Wah, dah dkat sebulan x post apa2.. Rasa mcm baru ja 1-2 minggu yg lepas ada post!
Well, mcm tu la rasanya bila cpt ja masa brlalu.. Tmbh lg bila byk kerja yg perlu dibuat dan selesaikan...
Hari ini, accidentally, for no reason I tgk wall dia.. Erm, once again feel betrayed and sakit hati! Aku jgk yg bengong pi tgk wall dia.. Arghhh, what shud I do? Forget? It's hard.... Let it be? Sometimes I wanna know bout him jgk..
Sakit sgt hati klu dibiar "gantung" cam ni.. Woiii to that person, klu ko dah ada org lain or dah lupa aku, can u juz tell me? So that I'll know that "something" btween us is nothing. Got it!
But I think, dia mmg got no feel and nothing to do with me.. OMG! Trlbey plak aku..hahaha.. Orait, juz forget and leave it all here... (FULLSTOP).
Few days ago, I got 'salah faham' with my friend. She thought I'm in bad mood, while I thought that she's mad with me... Then kami x brtegur, and I think that both us rasa sakit la.. Sbb tiba2 ja and no reason at all trus x brtegur.. D sebabkan rasa x sdap hati, I sms her to say sorry and she replied me, also to apologize to me. Rupa2nya, misunderstanding ja...
Tu la pgajarannya, do not think negative.. Tapi kadang2 trfikir ngative jgk klu dah down sgt2.. Hopefully we have friends that could help us in trouble or when we're down..
Well, mcm tu la rasanya bila cpt ja masa brlalu.. Tmbh lg bila byk kerja yg perlu dibuat dan selesaikan...
Hari ini, accidentally, for no reason I tgk wall dia.. Erm, once again feel betrayed and sakit hati! Aku jgk yg bengong pi tgk wall dia.. Arghhh, what shud I do? Forget? It's hard.... Let it be? Sometimes I wanna know bout him jgk..
Sakit sgt hati klu dibiar "gantung" cam ni.. Woiii to that person, klu ko dah ada org lain or dah lupa aku, can u juz tell me? So that I'll know that "something" btween us is nothing. Got it!
But I think, dia mmg got no feel and nothing to do with me.. OMG! Trlbey plak aku..hahaha.. Orait, juz forget and leave it all here... (FULLSTOP).
Few days ago, I got 'salah faham' with my friend. She thought I'm in bad mood, while I thought that she's mad with me... Then kami x brtegur, and I think that both us rasa sakit la.. Sbb tiba2 ja and no reason at all trus x brtegur.. D sebabkan rasa x sdap hati, I sms her to say sorry and she replied me, also to apologize to me. Rupa2nya, misunderstanding ja...
Tu la pgajarannya, do not think negative.. Tapi kadang2 trfikir ngative jgk klu dah down sgt2.. Hopefully we have friends that could help us in trouble or when we're down..
With only A word, can make u cry~~~
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Have a crush with someone? Sakit kan.. Sapa2 orang yang kita sayang, if they juz say only a word pun, boleh buat kita menangis or senyum...
Sekarang ni pulak dah ada facebook, twitter and many more, kita mestilah nak tgk page "kekasih hati" kan.. or "pujaan hati" or "yang kita sayang..".. :p... Berapa banyak perkataan yang "dia" dah tulis yang buat kita ter'sensitif', tersakit, menangis, senyum sendiri..hahaha.. (well, I pun pernah alami).. :p
Kita dah tau, ayat2 or perkataan 'dia' boleh buat kita ter'sentuh' or ter'kena', jadi napa lagi still nak baca or tgk page 'dia' kan??? Even though kita tak tau pun ayat2 tu untuk kita atau tak...haha..
Ermmm, apa pun think positive je la.. Kalau dari words 'dia' tu bgtau 'dia' happy, alhamdulillah la.. Teruskan... Kalau 'dia' sedih pulak, support la and doakan yg terbaik.. But IF words 'dia' berbunga2 untuk someone 'dia' suka and that person is not u, bawa bersabar la ya... Terus delete je 'dia' dari memory anda, jangan tengok2 lagi page 'dia' and teruskan hidup anda with more happiness! :)
Appreciate
Monday, September 19, 2011
Lets talk about appreciate today. How's ur feeling when u were appreciated by people? Happy? Proud? Touch? So do I..
How to get appreciate by people? The simple and easy way is urself. How u treat people? Are u really fair in making decisions? Or u are only think for ur own sake?
Those, who haven't been appreciated for such a long time, they will put so much effort on what they were doing (for example; work and study) to get at least AN appeciated from their beloved person or people.
Do we think that our efforts and attitude in treat people already that good enough? Ask urself and improve more!
But, do not ever forget about urself. You, need to be appreciated too by ur own self. Don't only waiting and hoping for people to appreciate, bcoz u can make it for urself. Such as, shopping. Haha, I'd love to put shopping as our example bcoz the way I appreciated myself is thru shopping.
The other way to appreciate urself is satisfy urself. Do what u really want to do. But, u should remember laa.. It should be something that benefit u. Don't do something which is false in law and our religion! Okay...
For example, u have been working so hard for 24/7.. haha, wahh soo crazy laa to work 24/7.. Lets take another example, working for 5 days a week from 8am to 5pm (standard time for working laa kn). Ok, so everyday u've been working sooo hard without having time to spend to watch movies and play games. So,
in the weekends u can use ur free time to do anything u want, rite!
Thus, appreciate is meaningful. Appreciate time and things u have right now before it's being stolen or lost.
=)
How to get appreciate by people? The simple and easy way is urself. How u treat people? Are u really fair in making decisions? Or u are only think for ur own sake?
Those, who haven't been appreciated for such a long time, they will put so much effort on what they were doing (for example; work and study) to get at least AN appeciated from their beloved person or people.
Do we think that our efforts and attitude in treat people already that good enough? Ask urself and improve more!
But, do not ever forget about urself. You, need to be appreciated too by ur own self. Don't only waiting and hoping for people to appreciate, bcoz u can make it for urself. Such as, shopping. Haha, I'd love to put shopping as our example bcoz the way I appreciated myself is thru shopping.
The other way to appreciate urself is satisfy urself. Do what u really want to do. But, u should remember laa.. It should be something that benefit u. Don't do something which is false in law and our religion! Okay...
For example, u have been working so hard for 24/7.. haha, wahh soo crazy laa to work 24/7.. Lets take another example, working for 5 days a week from 8am to 5pm (standard time for working laa kn). Ok, so everyday u've been working sooo hard without having time to spend to watch movies and play games. So,
in the weekends u can use ur free time to do anything u want, rite!
Thus, appreciate is meaningful. Appreciate time and things u have right now before it's being stolen or lost.
=)
Mati dan amalan kita ~
Friday, September 16, 2011
Alhamdulillah, masih lagi diberikan peluang untuk hidup. Bersyukur tanpa henti, sentiasa ingat pada Allah. Entri kali ni, nak bercerita pasal Mati... Bila-bila sahaja mungkin akan berlaku... hampir setiap hari kita akan mendengar cerita mengenai kematian hamba-hamba Allah yang telah menemui ajal pada usia muda dan tua... Ada yang menemui ajal kerana ditembak, dibunuh, sakit dan banyak lagi sebab...
Kita tak tahu lagi bila ajal kita akan sampai. Sudah cukupkah amalan kita ni? Sudah cukupkah amal ibadat kita selama di dunia ni? Adakah kita yakin yang amal ibadat kita akan diterima oleh Allah???
MasyaAllah... Wallahu'alam.. Semoga kita diberikan kesedaran dan hidayah untuk lebih memperbaiki diri kita.
Aku teringat ada satu ungkapan yang menyatakan bahawa "iman seseorang tidak terletak pada labuhnya tudung yang dipakai". Berusahalah menambah amalan kita dengan seikhlasnya dan nawaitu kerana Allah, jangan terus berpuas hati dengan amalan kita kerana telah menutup aurat sepenuhnya. Teruskan beramal dan jangan berhenti seperti Rasulullah yang bersih daripada dosa dan telah dijanjikan syurga tetapi masih juga melaksanakan amal ibadat baik yang wajib mahupun sunat sehingga kaki baginda bengkak, subhanallah betapa cinta dan takutnya baginda pada Allah SWT.
Betapa jauhnya dan kerdilnya diri kita berbanding amal Rasulullah, tetapi jadikanlah baginda contoh yang paling baik buat kita agar kita dapat berjuang dan menguatkan diri untuk menambah amal ibadat kita seperti baginda.
InsyaAllah, sama2 kita menyedari apa yang kita ada sekarang semuanya adalah dari Allah, dari kehendakNya... Dan jika kita terus melupakan Dia dan tidak bersyukur kepadaNya, Dia tidak akan teragak2 untuk menarik kembali nikmatNya itu..... Semoga kita akan diberi keinsafan dan kesedaran oleh Allah SWT, amiin...
Kita tak tahu lagi bila ajal kita akan sampai. Sudah cukupkah amalan kita ni? Sudah cukupkah amal ibadat kita selama di dunia ni? Adakah kita yakin yang amal ibadat kita akan diterima oleh Allah???
MasyaAllah... Wallahu'alam.. Semoga kita diberikan kesedaran dan hidayah untuk lebih memperbaiki diri kita.
Aku teringat ada satu ungkapan yang menyatakan bahawa "iman seseorang tidak terletak pada labuhnya tudung yang dipakai". Berusahalah menambah amalan kita dengan seikhlasnya dan nawaitu kerana Allah, jangan terus berpuas hati dengan amalan kita kerana telah menutup aurat sepenuhnya. Teruskan beramal dan jangan berhenti seperti Rasulullah yang bersih daripada dosa dan telah dijanjikan syurga tetapi masih juga melaksanakan amal ibadat baik yang wajib mahupun sunat sehingga kaki baginda bengkak, subhanallah betapa cinta dan takutnya baginda pada Allah SWT.
Betapa jauhnya dan kerdilnya diri kita berbanding amal Rasulullah, tetapi jadikanlah baginda contoh yang paling baik buat kita agar kita dapat berjuang dan menguatkan diri untuk menambah amal ibadat kita seperti baginda.
InsyaAllah, sama2 kita menyedari apa yang kita ada sekarang semuanya adalah dari Allah, dari kehendakNya... Dan jika kita terus melupakan Dia dan tidak bersyukur kepadaNya, Dia tidak akan teragak2 untuk menarik kembali nikmatNya itu..... Semoga kita akan diberi keinsafan dan kesedaran oleh Allah SWT, amiin...
Yeah.. planning vs. redah jer..
Sunday, September 11, 2011
So.. which one do u prefer? Every year I will come out with a new planning, and my planning is fully complete from my daily schedule to daily spend (financial).
But... Haha, got but! But, I didn't do it. Ooopss... It's hard for me to discipline myself with schedule. Except for lecture schedule ok la.. Still can stand with it, huhu..
All of u, pls bear in ur mind don't be like me. If u have any planning, stick with it and be a successful planner. It's an advice for me too... Orait! :)
Chaiyo2!
But... Haha, got but! But, I didn't do it. Ooopss... It's hard for me to discipline myself with schedule. Except for lecture schedule ok la.. Still can stand with it, huhu..
All of u, pls bear in ur mind don't be like me. If u have any planning, stick with it and be a successful planner. It's an advice for me too... Orait! :)
Chaiyo2!
New post!~~~
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Dah lama x post apa2... Kali ni, sempat jgk la nak mengarang sket, bcoz I can't stand more with this feeling. Nak luah jgk or else it can be a disease called stress. Huh....
Should I call this Karma??? Everything that I've done to people (how I treat them..etc.), they did it back to me. Rasanya, aku boleh lg berdiri dan bertahan bila hukum ni terjadi satu per satu. Tp sekarang ni, ianya terjadi sekaligus. Pain! Sadness!
Kepada sesiapa yg baca blog ni, can u tell me what's ur intention or purpose in telling people u like him/her???
Mempermainkan saja? Then buang ke tepi bila org tu dah suka???
In this case, I hate this kind of people! Y>U>C>K!!!
Should I call this Karma??? Everything that I've done to people (how I treat them..etc.), they did it back to me. Rasanya, aku boleh lg berdiri dan bertahan bila hukum ni terjadi satu per satu. Tp sekarang ni, ianya terjadi sekaligus. Pain! Sadness!
Kepada sesiapa yg baca blog ni, can u tell me what's ur intention or purpose in telling people u like him/her???
Mempermainkan saja? Then buang ke tepi bila org tu dah suka???
In this case, I hate this kind of people! Y>U>C>K!!!
My Planning~~~
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Baru ja siap buat kalendar sendiri. Selain jimat, dapat jugak list apa2 notes plus aktiviti yg nak dilakukan. The most important things in my own calendar is HOLIDAY!!! huhu... Awal2 lg dah highlight cuti am hari Sabtu dan Ahad. And also, find out cuti2 khas dlm negeri or public holiday such as Chinese New Year (public), Harvest Day and Good Friday (only in Sabah).. Tapi, every month tdk banyak pun cuti ni. Especially on March, no public holiday except for Saturday and Sunday.
Still, I need to work for 122 days (6months exclude public holiday). For me it's such a looooong dayyy even though if I compare to study. This is because, study is only study and we have most of the time to rest. Kalau time tu belum exam, masih relax la tdk study..kan..kan..huhu.. Tapi, bila bekerja ni lain.. 5 days in a week, 9hours we need to do our work. Just work. Itu pun kalau kerja kat tmpt yg selalu busy la, kalau tmpt tu ikut masa or tarikh baru nak busy ada jugak la masa nak relax..hehe..
Apa2 pun, manfaatkan setiap peluang yg ada dan cari pengalaman sebanyak mungkin... :)
Still, I need to work for 122 days (6months exclude public holiday). For me it's such a looooong dayyy even though if I compare to study. This is because, study is only study and we have most of the time to rest. Kalau time tu belum exam, masih relax la tdk study..kan..kan..huhu.. Tapi, bila bekerja ni lain.. 5 days in a week, 9hours we need to do our work. Just work. Itu pun kalau kerja kat tmpt yg selalu busy la, kalau tmpt tu ikut masa or tarikh baru nak busy ada jugak la masa nak relax..hehe..
Apa2 pun, manfaatkan setiap peluang yg ada dan cari pengalaman sebanyak mungkin... :)
Jom enjoy!~~~
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
X sbr rasanya nak pegi shopping...huhu.. Nak release tension, cara paling baik adalah shopping.. Baik ke??hehehehe.. Adeiii, awal2 before dpt fulus ni plan dlu mau beli apa. So, shopping tu shopping jgk tp be wise la.. Kan, kan.. Baru la bermakna dan rasa duit tu digunakan utk apa.
Di sini ndak byk tmpt bole shopping, plan2 mcm mau pi Kk la. Sana byk shopping complex, tambahan lg I already know where is da best place to shop, huhu.. Mo jln2 jgk di sana...
Hopefully, February will come and bring prosperity to us..haha.. I mean, fulus come in lah..huhu.. (already assume dat "it" will appear in account on February).. Korang2 yg ada scholar pn brdoa la smoga kluar awal, kn..kn..hehehe..
Di sini ndak byk tmpt bole shopping, plan2 mcm mau pi Kk la. Sana byk shopping complex, tambahan lg I already know where is da best place to shop, huhu.. Mo jln2 jgk di sana...
Hopefully, February will come and bring prosperity to us..haha.. I mean, fulus come in lah..huhu.. (already assume dat "it" will appear in account on February).. Korang2 yg ada scholar pn brdoa la smoga kluar awal, kn..kn..hehehe..
Deactivated~~
I'm going to deactivate my Fb.. for a while.. Wanna take sometimes to relax and make myself calm from all da silly things dat always "kacau2" my heart n kpala.. To all my friends, u can contact me thru hp k! U all tau kn my number..huhu..
Thru this blog pn bole... Ok la, nak brsiap2 dah ni pi kerja (haha, cewah!!)... Wish me luck, hopefully I can safe in and also safe out.. InsyaAllah amiin.. Bubye.. ;)
Thru this blog pn bole... Ok la, nak brsiap2 dah ni pi kerja (haha, cewah!!)... Wish me luck, hopefully I can safe in and also safe out.. InsyaAllah amiin.. Bubye.. ;)
I'm Going to Change!~~~
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Yup, I'm gonna speak about the truth today.. It's like formspring, I'll be honest today..
Actually, I feel so so so and so bad because of something. What's that something?? Gotto forget someone! Arghhh.. Get to know someone is much easier rather than have to forget everything we've done together. Am I right? I can really feel pain and u know, it's really sucks!
Wanna know more?? I'll update it as soon as possible...~~~
p/s: Soooo long and gud bye!
So sorry, I'm not going to update this part..haha.. No need to tmbh kasi sakit hati lg lol.. ***
Actually, I feel so so so and so bad because of something. What's that something?? Gotto forget someone! Arghhh.. Get to know someone is much easier rather than have to forget everything we've done together. Am I right? I can really feel pain and u know, it's really sucks!
Wanna know more?? I'll update it as soon as possible...~~~
p/s: Soooo long and gud bye!
So sorry, I'm not going to update this part..haha.. No need to tmbh kasi sakit hati lg lol.. ***
First Accident!
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
I think it's 'okay', if u just got car license (for 2 months) and drive MPV car (big car) then u got involved in an accident which means small accident!! hahaha.. But, it takes few days for me to calm down and getting better from stress..huh. No motivation words instead I was blamed. It's really hurting inside me. Not only the car gets damage, but me too! :(
My mood was not ok and I've tried to motivate my own self. My mind keeps playing the accident scene.. I've tried to stop or pause, but it keeps playing.. It's like U vs. Ur Mind! Huhu.. But today, I'm a little bit calm... Alhamdulillah.. Really hope that this calmness wasn't for a short period of time...
For those who have car license, please don't ever try to double park ur car!! That's cause of my first accident.. It was a narrow road but became narrower because someone's double parked his/her car. Erm.. Whatever it is, I know more or less I'm also fault for being so careless.. Overconfident that my car can pass, but nope.
So, moral of the story... Please focus on driving and don't be overconfident...
kesan lekuk sket
closer shot...
p/s: Sorry dad..
~~~THE END~~~
Cuti 2010~~~
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Cuti kali ni memang tersangat best, dpt jln2 n hang out with them.. Sedikit sebanyak dpt jugak hilangkan kebosanan sebab tak da wat pa2.. Alhamdulillah, thanks to all my friends sbb sgt2 sporting n sempoi! Luv u all!!! Banyak betul aktiviti yg kami join. At first, jln2 dgn bestfren n kwn2 di bandar Tawau. Ketawa2 sambil makan ABC, fuh! hehe.. Terjumpa dgn kwn2 lama lg, mmg gempaQ la tmpt ABC tu dgn ketawa2 kami.. :D
Mula2 6 org yg join, tp tinggal 3 orang jak starring yg mau bertahan pi tgk wayang..hehe.. Bertiga trmasuk aku, tgk wayang Narnia.. Adventure! Best jgk la crta dia tp suasana dlm panggung tu yg tak berapa best.. (sorry la byk merungut, huhu)..
Pas tu, Jungle Trekking pulak di Table. Punya best sbb byk pacat! huhu.. Seorang kwn baru ni, lelaki, asyik diserang pacat! Banyak lagi tu... Tak pandai stop2.. Sedap kali darahnya..haha.. :D
Perjalanan kami selama 2 jam lbey rasanya iaitu 3.2KM. In the early planning, sepatutnya kami sampai ke Air Terjun Bukit Gelas.. Tapi bila sampai di Kolam Air Panas, perjalanan terpaksa dihentikan disebabkan hujan yg telah turun. Mr. Guide kami ckp, perjalanan boleh diteruskan tapi agak berbahaya. Oleh itu, kami sebulat suara berpatah balik dan terpaksa melupakan hasrat utk ke Air Terjun Bukit Gelas.
Kolam Air Panas with Mr. Guide
Kami pun berpatah balik sambil dibasahi air hujan. Perjalanan yg agak jauh dan memenatkan, jln yg dilalui juga sgt mencabar dan licin. Ada di antara kwn2 yg terjatuh kerana tergelincir, sakit tu! Semasa perjalanan balik, kami terus redahi tanpa mempedulikan pacat dan sebagainya. Boleh dikatakan majoriti daripada semua yg terlibat diserang pacat. Bila ada jeritan, seakan siren menandakan ada mangsa lg yg terkena la..hehehe.. Perempuan je la, lelaki takkan mau menjerit pulak kn! hehehehe.. Akhirnya, kami berjaya sampai ke tapak permulaan trekking. Pengembaraan seterusnya nak ke pokok tertinggi di dunia, ada 488M lg tp kena mendaki bukit lg.. So, aku dan 4 orang kwn2 yg lain tidak sertai perjalanan kwn2 yg lain. Kami berlima pergi bermandi-manda. Best sgt! Airnya sejuk kerana ketika itu hujan turun renyai2. Kepenatan kaki dilupakan seketika apabila masuk ke dalam air sungai yg dingin.. ;)
Pokok Tropika Tertinggi di Dunia
Setelah puas berendam di dalam air, aku dan 3orang kwn ku lg balik awal.. Sebelum balik, kami membersihkan badan. Time tu la baru aku perasan, aku juga diserang pacat! Darah tak henti2 mengalir keluar .. Sudah di lap berkali2 tapi tetap jugak mengalir, so aku biar ja la. Kwn2 lain yg belum balik, mereka balik pukul 5 lbey. Sampai di rumah, aku terus landing... Sakit2 semua bhgn badan... 2 hari lepas tu, mak ku nak cuci kain. Sedang mencuci tu, dia rasa ada benda mengigit. Bila mak aku cek2 rupanya pacat! Alamak, aku tertapau balik 1 ekor pacat! hehehehe.. adeiii, mengganas pulak dia d umah ku ya.. Then, aku tak tau la pa jadi dengan pacat tu sbb hilang, tiada khabar berita..hehe.. Tak da la, tak tau pa pkck ku wat dgn pacat tu smpi hilang..huhu..
Seterusnya, join kwn2 ajak pi main badminton. Aku join! Best dapat main wlupun aku tak da racket..hehe.. Dgn adik2 ku lg buat kecoh kat sana, lari sana sini.. Terkenal aku jd kakak dorg..hehehehe.
Plan pas tu pulak pi main futsal. Aku tak join, tp tolong tgk2 jak. Best jgk dorg main, aku tak pndai la..hehe. Time tu dorang main mlm, bapa ku bg izin aku drive. First time aku jln mlm! Yg lucunya, aku bw keta tu dgn lampu flash!! Keta2 lain smua main mata ngan aku, dan ada yg balas balik dengan lampu flash! haha.. Minta maaf la ya pkck2 or mkck2 yg bw keta mlm tu, yg terserempak ngan aku sbb baru pertama kali ba,hehe.. Len kali tau sudah cam mana mau on lampu normal..haha.. Bila balik da, kwn2 ajak pi minum2 di gerai belakang empire. Lepas hantar keta balik umah, aku ikut ngan kwn pi minum2. Best! Hang out smpai dkt jam 11mlm baru balik. Haha, dat's my first time jgk keluar dgn kwn2 sampai larut malam dgn izin parents.. :D
(mlm tu ada hal terjadi dgn bestfren ku, So Sorry Geng!)
Keesokkan hari, kwn2 planning lg pi main badminton. Mlm tu aku tak bw keta, sbb bapa ku ckp mana tau kami pi minum2 lg. So, aku ikut kwn la. Mlm tu main sangat2 best! Dapat bergandingan dgn bestfren, bergu.. Kami menang! hehehe.. Mlm tu ramai jgk yg join dan jumpa balik kwn2 lama yg dah lama tak jumpa. Pas habis main badminton, kena ajak lg pi minum2. Wow! Btul ckp bapa ku..huhu.. Mlm tu kami lepak2 lg sambil bercerita2 dan tgk kwn buat Magic! Aku pun buat Magic mlm tu..hehehehe.. Magic paling senang..adeii.. :D
Thank u friends! Mmg enjoy sgt2 la... :D
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
Pingu..Pingu..
Sign by Danasoft - For Backgrounds and Layouts
Nisa' Copyright © 2009 Designed by Ipietoon Blogger Template for Bie Blogger Template Vector by DaPino




